Contemplating Disaster

My laptop is officially toast, there's no way I'll be able to color digitally any time soon. From the artist's point of view I really don't regret it, I love drawing with pencils. I always see more colors in the shades of gray, black and white.
I haven't had in mind any theme when I had started sketching this drawing.
My inspiration came from some Papa Roach lyrics [link] (I started listening to this song just for the old times sake, I used to be a fan years ago)...

I know for sure what my drawing teachers would say: that it's a (literally) dirty drawing. I got tired of always fixing my errors, the truth is that being neat doesn't define me. My artistic freedom is actually in this overflow of lines and in the shapes lack of sense- the X ribbon on her arm is supposed to symbolize chaos.